It all started when i was a kid. My dad had always this anger attacks he have from time to time. And eatch time he has it he beats me. For no reason. Once i was playing in our garden, he came from work upset.. he grabbed me from my shirt and put me high in the sky, i was happy i thought he was playing around with me.. but no, that smile on my face for one second turned to be bloody tears after he threw me on the wall, with all the strength of his arms.. he threw me on the wall and started kicking me untill mom came to save me.. i had blood all over my face and head.. yeah well.. this is one of my childhood memory i will never forget.
I’m just so fucking angry all the time